getting fearest

My trial is just finish,and the exam paper is coming following one by one,OMG,my fearess week in year 2009,fearer than the examination PMR,but......i think this time i fail 2 subject gua........that is my worst subject,no one can guess it,coz is impossible,how can a chinese can fail this subject?i remember it that day when i go to school and take my report card...............................i guest it earlier,i know i can't pass this subject,maths.How worst is that,i think i am going to be a malay,cause malay maths is only the worst.......erh.........i still headeache of this,if....i fail this subjest in PMR,i can't stay in add maths class,is impossible,i just think cina satera,art stream........that is the good choice.non choice for the noob to study add maths.i heard that,add maths is hard,x 100 hard,less one can pass this subject,accept,what the chinese say in,"sky only",haha....tell you lah.....is mean that,the smartest.I tell some of my friend and others that i want to be an air steward,actually,that's not my favourite,just.....who want me if i have a worst credit in maths? no choice,air steward is the only way for my future,for me to earn more.....but...............today trial maths paper two i get 15marks!!!what the hell,i din't get this mark before,since i am in secondary school.i know,this is still worst for every chinese,but for me,i think it is enough,coz......this is the highest mark in secondary school....nevermine,i think it is ok,paper one i hope i can pass it,then it is the first time i pass....want to tell also,because of tuition,i improve it..........it's all......a fearest memory......